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Post by Rain on Jun 16, 2005 13:13:09 GMT -5
Yeah this si the poem that Sapphire asked me to write, it is how I let my boyfriend abuse me time after time, I did it around 5 mins so it ain't that good. There is no rhyming pattern because that signifies my random, confused thoughts.
You hit me,
hard as you could,
and you waited to see,
the bruise and the blood,
Sure, you had anger,
that welled up inside,
to hurt, you was eager.
to see me suffer,
At your fists,
makes you feel,
somehow satisfied,
You walk away,
Leaving me,
curled up on the ground,
wondering what I had done wrong.
I cried that night,
I loved him too much,
I grabbed the knife,
from the kitchen,
I cut my wrists,
and let the blood fall.
That didn't do it,
I got a rope,
Tied it around my neck,
Then tied the end,
To the ceiling,
by a hook that once,
bore my dreamcatcher,
I stood there,
waiting to jump,
I jumped but,
Hung there then,
the hook came loose,
And I fell to the ground,
In tears that welled in my eyes,
I hated myself,
Love hurt so much,
He did it again,
I forgave him because,
I was Blinded by Love.
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Post by Amber on Jun 16, 2005 17:18:24 GMT -5
Where is it?
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Post by Rain on Jun 16, 2005 17:39:31 GMT -5
I beleive I forgot to paste it. Nevermind..
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Post by Amber on Jun 16, 2005 19:34:19 GMT -5
Did you really do that?
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Post by Rain on Jun 17, 2005 4:23:27 GMT -5
Do what? The stuff in poem? Yes.
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Post by Fren on Jun 17, 2005 10:03:56 GMT -5
*claps and cheers* *realises it's a sad poem and abruptly stops* Well, It it depressing, but it's also very good, and I'm so glad you're still here to write it!!!   |
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Post by Giacamo on Jun 17, 2005 10:06:31 GMT -5
well....hmmmm.....did you guys know there was a REAL scorpian king?  |
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Post by Amber on Jun 17, 2005 15:12:21 GMT -5
You slit your wrists?
*starts crying*
Rain, no! If you're so depressed you have to talk to someone about it!
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Post by Rain on Jun 18, 2005 5:28:31 GMT -5
I know, thanks you guys, that was over a year ago now and I am fully happy once more. |
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Post by Amber on Jun 18, 2005 12:24:03 GMT -5
DON'T EVER SLIT YOUR WRISTS AGAIN!!!!!!!
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Post by Giacamo on Jun 18, 2005 15:23:34 GMT -5
did you know that you technically wont bleed to death unless you cut REALLY deep into your wrist but you will bleed alot if you cut UP your fore arm just a litle bit?
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Post by Crisana on Jun 18, 2005 15:27:05 GMT -5
Ok...mr smarty pants...hahaha...*haven't said that in years...*
awww that is so sad Rain....DONT DO IT AGAIN!!!!....
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Post by Amber on Jun 18, 2005 16:24:39 GMT -5
yeah, Rain, we really want you here.......
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Post by Rain on Jun 20, 2005 3:46:52 GMT -5
I won't unless Joe dumps me then I will probably go suicidal. That is what loves does to you but it amazing when you have it. I don't think that Joe is going to dump me though, we have already decided that we want a life together. Yeah they never did bleed badly on my forearm, I did cut my neck several times though.. that was bad...
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Post by Giacamo on Jun 20, 2005 14:12:17 GMT -5
*sigh* after reading this i dont WANT a signifigant other  |
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Post by Rain on Jun 20, 2005 14:28:58 GMT -5
Awww... you will Gia, love can very good, like mine is at the moment.
Sorry if I put you guys off love. It really is great, you just get the odd prick.
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Post by Giacamo on Jun 20, 2005 14:34:45 GMT -5
the best things in life are free but you can give em to the birds and bees i need MONEY!! oh baby just MONEY!!
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Post by Rain on Jun 20, 2005 14:36:20 GMT -5
Lol, I don't care about money to be honest.
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Post by Giacamo on Jun 20, 2005 14:40:30 GMT -5
*pshht* most people only marry for money...
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Post by Amber on Jun 20, 2005 15:17:08 GMT -5
Rain, did your parents put you on counsling or something?
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Post by Rain on Jun 21, 2005 17:56:57 GMT -5
Err... no, they never knew..
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Post by Amber on Jun 26, 2005 18:26:40 GMT -5
but didn't they see bandages, or scars or something?
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